Free at Last

14 12 2007

Good News Kids. I’ve spoken to IndieGuy a few more times without heartflutters & whatnot. Just friends joking around. I have missed talking to him. It’s nice to just be friends again.

To explain a little – this is the kid I fell for 2 summers ago. Allie has been …impatiently… praying for me to get over him ever since. We only went out on a 2 dates. My lack of uber excited posts of these spectacular moments just shows I had no time for computers when Indie and I worked together.

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Ok so I just wrote a super long pretty post all about the whole past situation. However, it’s not really necessary so I deleted it. The reason I was nervous about talking to Indie again was because I realized I couldn’t be trusted to be able to flirt and walk away knowing that, whether by choice, rejection, or distance, we could never actually date.

The difficulty is that there are very few people who I feel I can truly relate to on another level. When I find someone who can make me cry laughing, it’s hard to let go. Indie and I have just always connected so perfectly with conversation. I haven’t ever so completely enjoyed just being with someone before. However, we never really got past the flirting stage. Even though I haven’t seen him more than 2x since that summer, we fall back into that same mode of joking around and whatnot over the phone.

Hence why I drove my ex-roomies crazy when I wasn’t interested in any other guys or got bored with them too fast (like Patriots) because I was still so stuck on having fun with him.

BUT all is good. We can joke around and be friends without me wondering “if” Happy day! That’s such a good feeling.

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7 responses

14 12 2007
allie

pfft, impatient. not me!

ps, sorry i keep dissing IndieGuy… he just didn’t really make a good impression on me when i met him. oh well. maybe he’s funnier when it’s just you and him. or i get easily annoyed. either one.

14 12 2007
Kiraa

Hard! Very hard! But it can be done if you truly desire it. Good luck!

14 12 2007
grace13

allie – impatient? you? not at all…. And when did you meet Indie??? He never came by the old townhouse did he?

Kiraa – thanks! i’m working on it!

14 12 2007
StartingOverat24

Man, I have to catch up on who “Indie” is. Sounds like a tumultuous past…

14 12 2007
allie

no silly, i met him at that party you had at your place this summer… remember???? back when you still liked him. and then i slept in your bed and kicked you onto the floor.

haha.

anyway, yeah.

16 12 2007
CL

i’ve never met indieguy, but by golly…he seems like a gem of sorts (at least for talking to). if you’re happy dear, i am.

23 01 2008
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